1 00:00:10,176 --> 00:00:11,636 It'll be fine. 2 00:00:12,345 --> 00:00:13,846 He's gonna beat the shit outta me. 3 00:00:13,847 --> 00:00:15,889 I said, it'll be fine. 4 00:00:15,890 --> 00:00:17,726 I'm gonna get the belt. 5 00:00:18,351 --> 00:00:20,228 No, you're not. 6 00:00:20,770 --> 00:00:21,771 I will. 7 00:00:25,316 --> 00:00:27,402 Just go to your room, and stay there. 8 00:01:05,607 --> 00:01:07,400 I'm back on patrol in 30 minutes. 9 00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:10,320 So, talk fast. What happened? 10 00:01:11,696 --> 00:01:13,197 You know what happened. 11 00:01:13,198 --> 00:01:15,033 Yeah, well, I wanna hear it from you. 12 00:01:18,536 --> 00:01:20,454 I was buying pot from this other kid. 13 00:01:20,455 --> 00:01:22,499 He tried to rip me off, and we got into a fight. 14 00:01:23,792 --> 00:01:25,793 That's what you're going with? 15 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:27,211 - Okay. - I'm telling the truth. 16 00:01:27,212 --> 00:01:29,588 No. No, you're not. 17 00:01:29,589 --> 00:01:31,465 I think Tommy was buying the drugs, not you. 18 00:01:31,466 --> 00:01:33,842 I think you happened to walk by, saw what was going on, 19 00:01:33,843 --> 00:01:35,969 - and started punching. - Tommy didn't do anyth-- 20 00:01:35,970 --> 00:01:37,763 I talked to the kid you beat up, Joel, 21 00:01:37,764 --> 00:01:39,348 and the officers who got called to the scene. 22 00:01:39,349 --> 00:01:40,600 I'm not stupid. 23 00:01:41,684 --> 00:01:44,854 And if you and Tommy weren't my sons, you'd both be in juvie right now. 24 00:01:48,066 --> 00:01:49,442 You're not gonna hurt him. 25 00:02:23,351 --> 00:02:26,980 Did I ever tell you about that time I stole a candy bar? 26 00:02:29,065 --> 00:02:30,358 I was 27 00:02:30,900 --> 00:02:32,110 ten. 28 00:02:33,403 --> 00:02:37,949 Grandpa found out, made me give it back, made me apologize to the cashier. 29 00:02:38,950 --> 00:02:40,868 And then, we went home. 30 00:02:40,869 --> 00:02:44,038 Just before I got out of the car, man, he just... 31 00:02:46,291 --> 00:02:50,669 He broke my jaw. There was blood everywhere. 32 00:02:50,670 --> 00:02:52,130 Grandma thought I was dead. 33 00:02:54,465 --> 00:02:56,843 My mouth was wired shut for two months. 34 00:02:58,178 --> 00:03:02,307 Everybody knew why. It was humiliating. 35 00:03:04,058 --> 00:03:06,727 If you know what it feels like, then why? 36 00:03:06,728 --> 00:03:09,314 That's not why I'm telling you this. 37 00:03:10,690 --> 00:03:12,400 Okay, yeah, I've hit you. 38 00:03:13,735 --> 00:03:14,903 And I've hit Tommy. 39 00:03:18,156 --> 00:03:20,199 But never like that. 40 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:21,783 Not even close. 41 00:03:21,784 --> 00:03:23,786 I mean, maybe I go too far, I... 42 00:03:25,121 --> 00:03:26,831 I don't know, I just... 43 00:03:28,958 --> 00:03:29,959 I don't know. 44 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:36,007 But I'm doing a little better than my father did. 45 00:03:42,096 --> 00:03:43,890 And you know, when it's your turn, 46 00:03:47,435 --> 00:03:49,020 I hope you do a little better than me. 47 00:05:46,721 --> 00:05:47,971 The new guy. 48 00:05:47,972 --> 00:05:50,098 Been here two months, Seth. 49 00:05:50,099 --> 00:05:52,935 Like I said. Got somethin' for me? 50 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:58,358 I'll be fucked. 51 00:06:02,820 --> 00:06:04,821 My grandkids are gonna love these. 52 00:06:04,822 --> 00:06:05,989 How'd you find 'em? 53 00:06:05,990 --> 00:06:08,409 Searched the old homes out by Hoback. 54 00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:10,744 I searched those homes. 55 00:06:10,745 --> 00:06:14,207 Well, I know where to look 'cause I'm a smuggler, and you're a... 56 00:06:15,541 --> 00:06:16,918 I wasn't always this. 57 00:06:24,342 --> 00:06:25,510 I was a cop. 58 00:06:26,511 --> 00:06:27,804 Milwaukee PD. 59 00:06:33,434 --> 00:06:36,396 So, a trade's a trade. 60 00:06:37,105 --> 00:06:39,357 We can make what you want and have it to you by 61 00:06:40,066 --> 00:06:41,359 Friday. 62 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:44,070 No, I need it by tomorrow. 63 00:06:47,907 --> 00:06:50,410 Vanilla or chocolate? Say vanilla, it's easier. 64 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:52,161 Vanilla. 65 00:06:53,329 --> 00:06:54,664 Oh, I need one more thing. 66 00:06:55,665 --> 00:06:57,667 Relax. You got a lot of 'em. 67 00:08:26,672 --> 00:08:28,132 Joel! 68 00:08:32,970 --> 00:08:36,264 - What happened? - Where'd you come from? 69 00:08:36,265 --> 00:08:37,682 Painkillers, she's alright. Come on. 70 00:08:37,683 --> 00:08:39,559 - Painkillers? - No, no, no. 71 00:08:39,560 --> 00:08:41,895 No, no, no, leave it. Leave it, don't touch it. 72 00:08:41,896 --> 00:08:43,438 Tommy, what happened? 73 00:08:43,439 --> 00:08:45,774 She was working KP and she burned her arm. 74 00:08:45,775 --> 00:08:46,943 Well, how? 75 00:08:47,693 --> 00:08:49,611 I pushed it right up against a pot. 76 00:08:49,612 --> 00:08:50,905 You did this on purpose? 77 00:08:51,948 --> 00:08:54,950 I was like, "Here we go," and then I fucking went. 78 00:08:54,951 --> 00:08:58,245 - What? Why? - No one saw. I was on my own. 79 00:08:58,246 --> 00:09:02,040 And I took it off and it was all red and melting and gross. 80 00:09:02,041 --> 00:09:04,669 You know what it smelled like? Pork. 81 00:09:05,211 --> 00:09:07,337 - Who let this happen? - What do you mean, "let"? 82 00:09:07,338 --> 00:09:09,673 Who saw this comin'? I was eating my damn dinner. 83 00:09:09,674 --> 00:09:10,925 - Oh, it hurts. - Okay. 84 00:09:11,801 --> 00:09:12,801 Easy, baby girl. 85 00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:15,136 - Easy, easy. - Dr. V ran over to the clinic. 86 00:09:15,137 --> 00:09:17,347 He's gonna come by here with another shot. 87 00:09:17,348 --> 00:09:18,933 Ellie. 88 00:09:21,894 --> 00:09:25,106 I just really wanted to wear short sleeves again. 89 00:09:26,023 --> 00:09:28,526 I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. 90 00:09:29,485 --> 00:09:30,528 It's okay. 91 00:09:31,737 --> 00:09:33,406 It's okay. You're okay. 92 00:10:11,152 --> 00:10:13,529 - Goddammit, Seth. - Hey. 93 00:10:16,490 --> 00:10:17,491 Hey. 94 00:10:20,453 --> 00:10:23,664 "Happy 15th Birthday, Eli." 95 00:10:26,459 --> 00:10:30,379 Well, let's hope Seth bakes better than he spells. 96 00:10:33,215 --> 00:10:34,216 He does. 97 00:10:35,801 --> 00:10:37,595 It's really good. 98 00:10:41,766 --> 00:10:42,767 Oh, right. 99 00:10:43,976 --> 00:10:44,976 Stay right there. 100 00:10:44,977 --> 00:10:47,855 I got somethin' else for you. Close your eyes. 101 00:10:50,524 --> 00:10:52,234 Keep 'em closed. 102 00:10:54,737 --> 00:10:56,364 Okay, turn toward me. 103 00:10:59,283 --> 00:11:01,577 And, open. 104 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:05,915 - What's this? - Some folks call this a "gee-tar." 105 00:11:07,416 --> 00:11:11,504 I borrowed one of your drawings for inspiration. 106 00:11:13,047 --> 00:11:16,216 Took a bit of restorin'. Real bone saddle here. 107 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:20,845 Lacquered the whole body and used a Dremel to carve the... 108 00:11:20,846 --> 00:11:23,556 Well, that's a rotary drill. Or could be a saw, dependin' on the tip. 109 00:11:23,557 --> 00:11:26,727 But, actually, it's a pretty versatile tool. 110 00:11:30,439 --> 00:11:31,440 Anyway. 111 00:11:32,650 --> 00:11:35,111 I had promised I would teach you, so. 112 00:11:36,362 --> 00:11:39,073 Well, if you want a lesson later. 113 00:11:39,824 --> 00:11:41,075 Let me hear something. 114 00:11:42,993 --> 00:11:45,245 - What do you mean, play it? - And sing. 115 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:48,748 No. No, no, no, no. No, I don't sing. 116 00:11:48,749 --> 00:11:52,044 It's my fucking birthday, man. Let's see what you got. 117 00:12:11,188 --> 00:12:12,231 Shit. 118 00:12:33,127 --> 00:12:37,464 If I ever were to lose you 119 00:12:37,465 --> 00:12:40,634 I'd surely lose myself 120 00:12:42,052 --> 00:12:46,014 Everything that I have found dear 121 00:12:46,015 --> 00:12:49,059 I've not found by myself 122 00:12:50,186 --> 00:12:53,606 Try and sometimes you'll succeed 123 00:12:54,648 --> 00:12:57,526 To make this man of me 124 00:12:58,903 --> 00:13:02,614 All my stolen, missing parts 125 00:13:02,615 --> 00:13:05,868 I've no need for anymore 126 00:13:07,620 --> 00:13:09,789 I believe 127 00:13:11,832 --> 00:13:15,920 And I believe 'cause I can see 128 00:13:17,087 --> 00:13:20,132 Our future days 129 00:13:21,133 --> 00:13:24,094 Days of you and me 130 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:30,684 Well, 131 00:13:31,352 --> 00:13:32,770 that didn't suck. 132 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:54,917 I understand. 133 00:13:57,586 --> 00:13:58,587 Your arm. 134 00:14:00,589 --> 00:14:01,757 I understand. 135 00:14:07,304 --> 00:14:08,806 Happy birthday, kiddo. 136 00:14:19,984 --> 00:14:22,235 - Is it a bow and arrow? - Nope. 137 00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:24,445 Is it water guns? 138 00:14:24,446 --> 00:14:27,991 - No. - Is it a dinosaur! 139 00:14:27,992 --> 00:14:30,493 - You're not gonna guess. - Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 140 00:14:30,494 --> 00:14:32,036 Is it a "lotter" of kittens? 141 00:14:32,037 --> 00:14:33,372 A "lotter"? 142 00:14:34,498 --> 00:14:35,665 You mean a litter? 143 00:14:35,666 --> 00:14:37,750 A litter of kittens? Really? 144 00:14:37,751 --> 00:14:40,295 - Really. And no. - Fuck. 145 00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:41,754 Is it a convertible? 146 00:14:41,755 --> 00:14:43,631 The hell are you gonna do with a convertible? 147 00:14:43,632 --> 00:14:45,759 - Drive it. - We cross here. 148 00:14:51,390 --> 00:14:52,808 How do you even know where we are? 149 00:14:54,018 --> 00:14:55,269 I found it on patrol. 150 00:14:56,437 --> 00:14:59,772 You know, Jesse was 16 when he started going on patrols. 151 00:14:59,773 --> 00:15:01,482 - Is that right? - Don't get me wrong. 152 00:15:01,483 --> 00:15:04,569 I love counting vegetables and shoveling sheep shit. 153 00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:06,988 I'm just saying, I think I could be more useful 154 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:08,156 outside the wall. 155 00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:10,533 You'll get on patrols eventually. 156 00:15:10,534 --> 00:15:13,578 You should enjoy being a kid for now. 157 00:15:13,579 --> 00:15:15,997 Oh, because childhood has been such a joy for me so far. 158 00:15:15,998 --> 00:15:18,583 You've been 16 all of four hours. 159 00:15:18,584 --> 00:15:20,460 We're not sending you out until you're trained. 160 00:15:20,461 --> 00:15:23,087 You're gonna need somethin' called patience. 161 00:15:23,088 --> 00:15:24,924 Jesse said he'd train me if you let him. 162 00:15:26,008 --> 00:15:27,593 Is there somethin' going on between you two? 163 00:15:28,802 --> 00:15:30,053 Excuse me? 164 00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:31,847 You spend a lot of time together. 165 00:15:33,015 --> 00:15:34,099 Is it funny? 166 00:15:34,642 --> 00:15:38,687 I see the way you look at him. I got a keen eye for these sort of things. 167 00:15:39,188 --> 00:15:41,564 - I don't think you do. - Alright, none of my business. 168 00:15:41,565 --> 00:15:44,484 But has anyone talked to you about the birds and the bees? 169 00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:46,736 You mean dicks and vaginas? 170 00:15:46,737 --> 00:15:49,155 - Jesus. - I tell you what. 171 00:15:49,156 --> 00:15:53,576 I promise you, I won't get pregnant if you let me train for patrols. Deal? 172 00:15:53,577 --> 00:15:56,079 I'll see what I can do. 173 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:57,581 Okay, how much longer, man? 174 00:15:58,749 --> 00:16:00,292 We're here. 175 00:16:10,970 --> 00:16:12,136 Oh, my God. 176 00:16:12,137 --> 00:16:14,430 It is a dinosaur! 177 00:16:14,431 --> 00:16:15,766 - Joel! - Like it? 178 00:16:17,101 --> 00:16:19,144 Yeah. Likes it. 179 00:16:27,236 --> 00:16:28,237 Ellie. 180 00:16:29,154 --> 00:16:30,239 Ellie! 181 00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:35,077 Oh, my God. Careful. 182 00:16:36,787 --> 00:16:39,873 I'm on a motherfucking dinosaur! 183 00:16:42,668 --> 00:16:44,293 - Joel, there's a museum! - Yeah, I know! 184 00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:46,337 If you don't fall off the goddamn T-Rex, 185 00:16:46,338 --> 00:16:47,589 I'll take you there. 186 00:16:56,807 --> 00:16:59,518 This is so cool. 187 00:17:00,936 --> 00:17:03,521 How long have you known about this place? 188 00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:04,939 A while. 189 00:17:04,940 --> 00:17:07,442 Well, then what the fuck? 190 00:17:07,443 --> 00:17:09,610 I was saving it for a special day. 191 00:17:09,611 --> 00:17:12,655 You see? Patience. 192 00:17:12,656 --> 00:17:14,575 Oh, yeah, I've heard of that. 193 00:17:50,360 --> 00:17:51,652 It works? 194 00:17:51,653 --> 00:17:53,447 Somebody must have greased it. 195 00:18:02,164 --> 00:18:04,208 Can you imagine being up there? 196 00:18:06,835 --> 00:18:08,962 - Would you like to? - Like to what? 197 00:18:09,963 --> 00:18:11,006 Go to space? 198 00:18:28,482 --> 00:18:30,316 Is it real? 199 00:18:30,317 --> 00:18:31,400 It's real. 200 00:18:31,401 --> 00:18:33,278 That one went up and back. 201 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:36,281 Apollo 15, 1971. 202 00:18:53,423 --> 00:18:54,591 Well, open it. 203 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:05,894 You got it. 204 00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:12,024 You're going up to space. 205 00:19:12,025 --> 00:19:13,402 You need a helmet. 206 00:19:21,410 --> 00:19:22,494 Pick one. 207 00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:06,120 How's it smell in there? 208 00:20:06,121 --> 00:20:08,998 Like space, and dust. 209 00:20:08,999 --> 00:20:11,293 Well, good. Then, you're ready. 210 00:20:39,363 --> 00:20:42,449 People of Discovery, set! Abort! 211 00:20:47,788 --> 00:20:49,623 They sat right here. 212 00:20:54,336 --> 00:20:57,338 - Happy birthday, kiddo. - What's this? 213 00:20:57,339 --> 00:21:01,968 This is something that took a mighty effort to find. 214 00:21:01,969 --> 00:21:03,178 Play it. 215 00:21:19,987 --> 00:21:21,779 Close your eyes. 216 00:21:21,780 --> 00:21:23,490 It'll be worth it. 217 00:21:28,787 --> 00:21:31,580 Thirty seconds and counting. 218 00:21:31,581 --> 00:21:35,335 Astronauts report it feels good. T-minus 25 seconds. 219 00:21:38,547 --> 00:21:40,173 Twenty seconds and counting. 220 00:21:42,342 --> 00:21:45,761 T-minus 15 seconds. Guidance is internal. 221 00:21:45,762 --> 00:21:49,640 Twelve, eleven, ten, nine. 222 00:21:49,641 --> 00:21:51,476 Ignition sequence starts. 223 00:21:52,853 --> 00:21:56,147 Six, five, four, three, 224 00:21:56,148 --> 00:21:58,816 two, one, zero. 225 00:21:58,817 --> 00:22:00,694 All engines running. 226 00:22:01,570 --> 00:22:03,696 Liftoff! We have a liftoff, 227 00:22:03,697 --> 00:22:07,492 32 minutes past the hour, liftoff on Apollo 11. 228 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:52,078 I do okay? 229 00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:53,622 Are you kidding me? 230 00:23:16,853 --> 00:23:18,146 This is nice. 231 00:23:19,773 --> 00:23:22,609 - We should do this more. - Yeah. In. 232 00:23:33,620 --> 00:23:34,996 You okay? 233 00:23:36,540 --> 00:23:37,624 Yeah. 234 00:24:25,380 --> 00:24:26,882 Stop. 235 00:24:34,639 --> 00:24:35,640 Fuck. 236 00:24:37,058 --> 00:24:38,560 Joel, what the fuck? 237 00:24:39,436 --> 00:24:41,187 Exactly. What the fuck? 238 00:24:41,188 --> 00:24:43,105 - Get outta here. - No, wait. 239 00:24:43,106 --> 00:24:46,108 What-- what are you even doing here? You're supposed to be on patrol. 240 00:24:46,109 --> 00:24:49,153 I came home early to surprise you for your birthday. 241 00:24:49,154 --> 00:24:51,907 - Oh, yeah. - Seventeen, by the way. 242 00:24:52,532 --> 00:24:54,409 Well, I'm 19, so. 243 00:24:56,203 --> 00:24:57,454 I'm gonna go. 244 00:24:59,998 --> 00:25:02,292 - Fuck is that? - Fuck. 245 00:25:05,337 --> 00:25:07,338 It's not done yet, it's gonna look better when I fill in-- 246 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:08,715 - Leave. - Right. 247 00:25:19,309 --> 00:25:21,520 So, all the teenage shit all at once, huh? 248 00:25:22,854 --> 00:25:26,024 Drugs, and tattoos, and sex. 249 00:25:26,608 --> 00:25:29,319 Experimenting with girls? 250 00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:33,740 It wasn't sex, and it wasn't a fucking experiment. 251 00:25:36,743 --> 00:25:38,203 You don't know what you're sayin'. 252 00:25:39,955 --> 00:25:41,915 We'll discuss this later, when you're yourself. 253 00:26:33,008 --> 00:26:35,384 - The hell are you doing? - Moving into the garage. 254 00:26:35,385 --> 00:26:37,596 The hell you are. Ellie, let go. 255 00:26:38,305 --> 00:26:40,139 It's the middle of the night. It's pissin' rain out there. 256 00:26:40,140 --> 00:26:41,849 Now, get this back on the bed. 257 00:26:41,850 --> 00:26:43,726 There's no heat or running water in the garage. 258 00:26:43,727 --> 00:26:45,979 - You can't stay there. - Okay, fine. 259 00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:49,566 Okay, you want to have this conversation? Fine. 260 00:26:50,692 --> 00:26:52,568 You may not like the rules, but this is my house. 261 00:26:52,569 --> 00:26:56,363 No, it isn't. You don't own it. They gave it to you. 262 00:26:56,364 --> 00:26:58,198 Sorry, to us. 263 00:26:58,199 --> 00:26:59,993 You don't own anything. 264 00:27:11,171 --> 00:27:13,255 Look, I'm sorry that I got a tattoo, 265 00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:16,259 and smoked weed, and fooled around with a girl. 266 00:27:18,345 --> 00:27:19,679 Except, I'm not. 267 00:27:22,724 --> 00:27:23,850 Maybe... 268 00:27:28,271 --> 00:27:30,440 Maybe it's a good thing for you to have your own space. 269 00:27:32,984 --> 00:27:34,443 Just give me a few days 270 00:27:34,444 --> 00:27:36,363 and let me fix things up a little out there. 271 00:27:38,573 --> 00:27:39,574 Okay. 272 00:27:43,453 --> 00:27:44,454 Come on. 273 00:28:01,471 --> 00:28:02,471 Thanks. 274 00:28:02,472 --> 00:28:03,556 Sure. 275 00:28:06,976 --> 00:28:08,144 Can I see? 276 00:28:14,526 --> 00:28:16,528 - Did it hurt? - Yeah. 277 00:28:19,072 --> 00:28:20,490 But kinda good. 278 00:28:24,202 --> 00:28:25,704 It's actually not bad. 279 00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:31,334 Better than the one I made on your guitar anyway. 280 00:28:37,465 --> 00:28:39,300 I never did ask. What is it with the moths? 281 00:28:42,345 --> 00:28:43,637 Nothing. Just-- 282 00:28:43,638 --> 00:28:47,182 I just read about them in a book on dreams and stuff. 283 00:28:47,183 --> 00:28:48,892 It's kind of symbolic. 284 00:28:48,893 --> 00:28:50,395 Oh, right. 285 00:28:52,439 --> 00:28:57,360 Yeah, like change and growin' and such. 286 00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:02,490 It's late. 287 00:29:03,283 --> 00:29:04,284 Yeah. 288 00:29:05,994 --> 00:29:06,995 Well, good night. 289 00:29:08,329 --> 00:29:09,330 Night. 290 00:29:28,475 --> 00:29:29,517 Hey. 291 00:29:32,270 --> 00:29:35,857 You guys study dreams and stuff, right? 292 00:29:37,317 --> 00:29:41,362 Is there a "Doctor Is In" sign on me like Lucy from fuckin' Peanuts? 293 00:29:44,407 --> 00:29:49,870 Yes, some doctors studied dreams. The dumb ones, mostly. 294 00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:51,122 So, a moth. 295 00:29:52,207 --> 00:29:55,210 That probably means change and growth? 296 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,629 No, that would be a butterfly. 297 00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:00,839 So, what's a moth? 298 00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:02,050 Death. 299 00:30:03,384 --> 00:30:04,844 If you believe in that shit. 300 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:15,814 Why? 301 00:31:19,085 --> 00:31:21,462 Okay, so I've been thinking, 302 00:31:22,589 --> 00:31:27,093 or wondering-- no, thinking for a while now 303 00:31:28,094 --> 00:31:30,263 about Salt Lake City. 304 00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:33,808 I just want to understand it. 305 00:31:35,810 --> 00:31:38,563 So, I wrote down some questions. 306 00:31:39,856 --> 00:31:40,857 Okay? 307 00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:44,277 Okay. 308 00:31:53,202 --> 00:31:58,373 One, if the Fireflies spotted us a mile from the hospital, 309 00:31:58,374 --> 00:32:01,502 how did they get surprised by an entire group of Raiders? 310 00:32:05,423 --> 00:32:07,007 Two. 311 00:32:07,008 --> 00:32:10,260 If the Raiders could kill all those soldiers, 312 00:32:10,261 --> 00:32:14,181 and Marlene, and you had to carry me the whole time, 313 00:32:14,182 --> 00:32:15,683 how did we get away? 314 00:32:17,268 --> 00:32:19,645 Three, if there are dozens of immune people, 315 00:32:19,646 --> 00:32:21,648 why hasn't anyone heard-- 316 00:32:24,192 --> 00:32:25,193 Ellie? 317 00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:27,862 Coming. 318 00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:37,162 Already dressed. 319 00:32:37,163 --> 00:32:38,997 I figured I'd be waking you up. 320 00:32:38,998 --> 00:32:41,459 Nope. I had trouble sleeping. 321 00:32:42,752 --> 00:32:45,837 Well, guess what? That works out great for your birthday present. 322 00:32:45,838 --> 00:32:48,299 You're 19 and you've been patient. 323 00:32:49,467 --> 00:32:51,343 So, I told 'em I was okay with it. 324 00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:54,305 - With what? - Your first patrol. 325 00:32:56,766 --> 00:32:58,559 - I'll grab my coat. - And a gun. 326 00:33:11,030 --> 00:33:14,574 So, what's the record for number of kills on a training run? 327 00:33:14,575 --> 00:33:18,830 Zero. This is the safest trail we got. Gotta start easy. 328 00:33:19,497 --> 00:33:20,873 Great. Happy birthday to me. 329 00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:24,918 - Come on, binoculars. - Why? There's nothing out here. 330 00:33:24,919 --> 00:33:27,338 I know, but this is about learnin' the ropes. 331 00:33:28,256 --> 00:33:30,049 So, pretend, okay? 332 00:33:32,343 --> 00:33:34,845 It's part of the rules. You stick with your partner, 333 00:33:34,846 --> 00:33:37,557 scan the countryside, be ready for anything. 334 00:33:38,099 --> 00:33:39,475 - Oh, shit. - What? 335 00:33:41,227 --> 00:33:43,855 There's a little squirrel fucking a big squirrel! 336 00:33:44,856 --> 00:33:46,149 We should probably report that. 337 00:33:48,609 --> 00:33:50,278 Fine, we'll skip the scannin' for now. 338 00:33:54,949 --> 00:33:56,908 But this is nice, right? 339 00:33:56,909 --> 00:33:59,912 Reminds me of the old days, just you and me on the trail. 340 00:34:00,997 --> 00:34:02,914 I know you got stuff going on, but it'd be nice 341 00:34:02,915 --> 00:34:05,500 if we could do this kind of thing more often. 342 00:34:05,501 --> 00:34:06,794 Spend time together. 343 00:34:10,089 --> 00:34:11,090 Yeah. 344 00:34:15,803 --> 00:34:17,721 - You okay? - Yeah. 345 00:34:17,722 --> 00:34:19,431 - It's just, you look... - No, I-- 346 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:21,308 - There's nothin' on your mind? - No, nothing. 347 00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:23,436 Cache Creek, this is Jackson. Come in. 348 00:34:26,898 --> 00:34:29,691 - Go for Cache Creek. - Infected north of Pinnacle. 349 00:34:29,692 --> 00:34:32,612 Eugene and Adam need backup. You're the closest we've got. 350 00:34:33,529 --> 00:34:36,239 I'll be there in ten. Tell them to dig in. 351 00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:37,657 - Go back to Jackson. - No. 352 00:34:37,658 --> 00:34:39,493 Ellie, it's not safe. Go back. 353 00:34:39,494 --> 00:34:43,206 I'm not your fucking kid, Joel. I'm your partner. We stick together. 354 00:35:16,364 --> 00:35:19,158 We'll hike down from here. Faster than the switchback. 355 00:35:56,487 --> 00:35:58,155 You remember what I taught you? 356 00:35:58,156 --> 00:35:59,782 I'm your back. You're mine. 357 00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:36,861 Come on. 358 00:37:05,139 --> 00:37:06,474 Oh, shit. Eugene. 359 00:37:07,308 --> 00:37:08,309 Ellie. 360 00:37:13,397 --> 00:37:14,565 You clean? 361 00:37:19,487 --> 00:37:20,488 No. 362 00:37:25,117 --> 00:37:26,701 - Are there any more? - Joel. 363 00:37:26,702 --> 00:37:28,663 Are there any more? 364 00:37:29,413 --> 00:37:30,873 Other than me? 365 00:37:34,377 --> 00:37:35,378 No. 366 00:37:37,546 --> 00:37:40,257 Okay, okay. Look. 367 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:43,301 Please, I figure I got about an hour. 368 00:37:43,302 --> 00:37:45,971 So, this is what we do. We go back to the gate. 369 00:37:45,972 --> 00:37:50,475 They let Gail out, keeping her at a safe distance, of course. 370 00:37:50,476 --> 00:37:52,728 And I say 371 00:37:53,854 --> 00:37:55,064 goodbye. 372 00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:57,858 We can't do that. 373 00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:00,486 Yes, we can. 374 00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:07,994 - Yes, we can. - You're empty. 375 00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:13,790 No. 376 00:38:13,791 --> 00:38:16,459 Joel, I gotta go back. I gotta see her. 377 00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:20,089 I got things I gotta tell her. 378 00:38:22,842 --> 00:38:24,384 Things. 379 00:38:24,385 --> 00:38:26,512 - You don't understand. - I do. 380 00:38:27,513 --> 00:38:29,556 But we have rules, and it can't happen. 381 00:38:29,557 --> 00:38:30,641 Wait. 382 00:38:34,270 --> 00:38:35,688 Hold out your hand. 383 00:38:41,819 --> 00:38:42,903 Hold out your hand. 384 00:38:46,198 --> 00:38:49,452 Now, count slowly, clearly, from one to ten. 385 00:38:51,662 --> 00:38:54,831 One, two, three, 386 00:38:54,832 --> 00:38:56,833 four, five, 387 00:38:56,834 --> 00:39:00,211 six, seven, eight, 388 00:39:00,212 --> 00:39:02,840 nine, ten. 389 00:39:03,841 --> 00:39:07,094 He has time. We tie him up and we bring him back. 390 00:39:09,638 --> 00:39:11,640 Joel, let him see his fucking wife. 391 00:39:12,933 --> 00:39:14,185 Please. 392 00:39:22,109 --> 00:39:24,110 Get the horses, bring them down the trail. 393 00:39:24,111 --> 00:39:26,155 I'll start walkin' with him, we'll meet up with you. 394 00:39:39,585 --> 00:39:40,669 I promise. 395 00:39:50,763 --> 00:39:52,181 Go ahead, ten feet. 396 00:39:53,265 --> 00:39:54,266 Thank you. 397 00:40:21,752 --> 00:40:24,922 It makes you cold. The Cordyceps. 398 00:40:26,507 --> 00:40:28,342 I didn't expect that. 399 00:40:33,639 --> 00:40:35,599 Which way? 400 00:40:39,186 --> 00:40:40,271 Head right. 401 00:40:59,957 --> 00:41:01,792 It's beautiful. 402 00:41:11,927 --> 00:41:14,138 I need you to not turn around. 403 00:41:15,306 --> 00:41:16,890 No. 404 00:41:16,891 --> 00:41:18,391 You can't-- 405 00:41:18,392 --> 00:41:20,351 you can't do this to me. 406 00:41:20,352 --> 00:41:21,604 Joel. 407 00:41:22,688 --> 00:41:25,315 If you have last words for her, I'll pass them along. 408 00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:26,984 Last words for her? 409 00:41:28,027 --> 00:41:29,195 No, no, I need... 410 00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:31,572 I need her last words! 411 00:41:32,698 --> 00:41:34,116 For me! 412 00:41:36,911 --> 00:41:38,204 I'm dying. 413 00:41:39,038 --> 00:41:40,998 I'm terrified. I... 414 00:41:46,587 --> 00:41:47,880 I don't need a view. 415 00:41:51,300 --> 00:41:52,676 I need Gail. 416 00:41:55,304 --> 00:41:57,348 To see her face. Please. 417 00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:00,851 Please let that be the last thing I see. 418 00:42:06,524 --> 00:42:07,983 If you love someone, 419 00:42:10,986 --> 00:42:12,571 you can always see their face. 420 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,193 I see her. 421 00:43:45,247 --> 00:43:46,415 I'm sorry. 422 00:44:08,604 --> 00:44:10,814 I'm gonna radio ahead and let them know. 423 00:44:12,941 --> 00:44:19,907 When we get there, I'll tell Gail what she needs to know, and nothin' more. 424 00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:22,868 It's the right thing to do. 425 00:44:26,580 --> 00:44:27,581 Ellie. 426 00:44:32,127 --> 00:44:33,545 I had no choice. 427 00:45:15,754 --> 00:45:18,090 He was bit when we found him. 428 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:20,926 And... 429 00:45:22,761 --> 00:45:24,847 Well, he wanted to tell you that he loved you. 430 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:32,019 And he wished he could say goodbye to you in person 431 00:45:32,020 --> 00:45:34,021 but he didn't wanna put you in danger. 432 00:45:34,022 --> 00:45:35,441 No, no. 433 00:45:36,191 --> 00:45:38,694 And he wasn't scared. He... 434 00:45:39,737 --> 00:45:41,155 He was brave. 435 00:45:44,366 --> 00:45:45,951 And he ended it himself. 436 00:45:59,381 --> 00:46:00,799 That's not what happened. 437 00:46:06,764 --> 00:46:09,558 He begged to see you. He had time. 438 00:46:10,267 --> 00:46:12,685 Joel promised to take him to you. 439 00:46:12,686 --> 00:46:14,271 He promised us both. 440 00:46:17,232 --> 00:46:20,068 And then, Joel shot him in the head. 441 00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:31,955 That's... 442 00:46:35,334 --> 00:46:37,585 Get away. Please. 443 00:46:37,586 --> 00:46:39,671 Get away from me, please. 444 00:46:46,094 --> 00:46:47,429 You swore. 445 00:46:56,021 --> 00:46:57,564 No. 446 00:47:48,907 --> 00:47:50,242 That was good, yeah? 447 00:47:51,660 --> 00:47:53,077 Oh, okay. 448 00:47:53,078 --> 00:47:55,496 Yeah, he's fallin' apart. I'm gonna get him to bed. 449 00:47:55,497 --> 00:47:58,124 - You're gonna miss the countdown. - I'll come back after. 450 00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:00,084 Okay. The next one is a little slower. 451 00:48:00,085 --> 00:48:01,794 Save me some of that. 452 00:48:01,795 --> 00:48:03,087 Say goodnight to Uncle Grumpy. 453 00:48:03,088 --> 00:48:05,798 Goodnight, Uncle Grumpy. 454 00:48:05,799 --> 00:48:08,385 - Night, kiddo. - See you next year. 455 00:48:08,927 --> 00:48:10,429 See you next year. 456 00:48:20,814 --> 00:48:22,024 You okay? 457 00:48:24,151 --> 00:48:25,319 Yeah, I'm fine. 458 00:48:27,237 --> 00:48:29,947 What I said today about you being a refugee 459 00:48:29,948 --> 00:48:31,908 probably came off as ungrateful. 460 00:48:31,909 --> 00:48:34,995 - No, it's okay. - Well, I am grateful. 461 00:48:35,913 --> 00:48:38,164 You mean a lot to us. To all of us. 462 00:48:38,165 --> 00:48:40,333 But especially to me and Tommy. 463 00:48:40,334 --> 00:48:44,171 What I'm trying to say is, Uncle Grumpy is family. 464 00:48:45,255 --> 00:48:49,259 And family helps each other out, if you need it. 465 00:48:52,346 --> 00:48:54,556 Hey, it's a family event. 466 00:48:55,849 --> 00:48:56,850 Sorry. 467 00:48:59,019 --> 00:49:00,686 Sorry. 468 00:49:00,687 --> 00:49:03,064 In a church. Dykes. 469 00:49:03,065 --> 00:49:04,690 - Fuck did you just say? - Ellie, no. 470 00:49:04,691 --> 00:49:05,776 Ellie, hey. No. 471 00:49:07,945 --> 00:49:09,488 You get the hell out of here. 472 00:49:10,197 --> 00:49:11,823 Seth. Let's... 473 00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:16,703 Let's take a walk. Come on. Let's go. 474 00:49:19,039 --> 00:49:20,082 Are you okay? 475 00:49:21,416 --> 00:49:22,876 What is wrong with you? 476 00:49:26,755 --> 00:49:29,424 I don't need your fucking help. 477 00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:38,976 Right. 478 00:51:44,559 --> 00:51:45,811 What are you drinking? 479 00:51:47,771 --> 00:51:48,772 Coffee. 480 00:51:49,773 --> 00:51:50,899 Where'd you get it? 481 00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,362 The people that came through last week. 482 00:51:56,863 --> 00:52:00,367 I'm a little embarrassed for what I traded to get it, but... 483 00:52:01,326 --> 00:52:02,786 it's not bad. 484 00:52:13,213 --> 00:52:14,840 I had Seth under control. 485 00:52:17,551 --> 00:52:19,677 Yeah, I know. 486 00:52:19,678 --> 00:52:22,597 And I don't wanna ever hear about you taking me off patrol again. 487 00:52:25,267 --> 00:52:26,268 Okay. 488 00:52:34,025 --> 00:52:35,402 So, Dina. 489 00:52:38,029 --> 00:52:40,281 Is she your girlfriend now? 490 00:52:40,282 --> 00:52:42,659 No. No, she... 491 00:52:44,828 --> 00:52:47,747 It was just one kiss. Didn't mean anything. 492 00:52:50,167 --> 00:52:51,668 I don't know why she did that. 493 00:52:54,212 --> 00:52:55,213 But... 494 00:52:57,090 --> 00:52:58,216 you do like her? 495 00:53:03,221 --> 00:53:04,764 I'm so stupid. 496 00:53:08,393 --> 00:53:11,354 Look, I don't know what Dina's intentions are, but... 497 00:53:15,275 --> 00:53:16,902 well, she'd be lucky to have you. 498 00:53:20,572 --> 00:53:22,199 You're such an asshole. 499 00:53:27,704 --> 00:53:28,997 You lied to me. 500 00:53:30,790 --> 00:53:35,170 You looked me in the eyes and you lied, and it was the same face. 501 00:53:36,421 --> 00:53:38,465 Same fucking look. 502 00:53:43,178 --> 00:53:44,804 But I think I knew already. 503 00:53:47,515 --> 00:53:49,226 I knew this whole time. 504 00:53:55,732 --> 00:53:57,651 So, I'm gonna give you one last chance. 505 00:54:00,028 --> 00:54:02,030 Tell me what happened with the Fireflies. 506 00:54:03,615 --> 00:54:06,493 If you lie to me again, we're done. 507 00:54:16,586 --> 00:54:18,088 Were there other immune people? 508 00:54:33,937 --> 00:54:35,522 Were there Raiders? 509 00:54:45,031 --> 00:54:46,616 Could they have made a cure? 510 00:55:08,305 --> 00:55:09,597 Did you-- 511 00:55:16,187 --> 00:55:17,647 And Marlene? 512 00:55:27,198 --> 00:55:28,450 Making a cure 513 00:55:31,369 --> 00:55:32,620 would've killed you. 514 00:55:34,331 --> 00:55:36,165 Then, I was supposed to die. 515 00:55:36,166 --> 00:55:39,126 That was my purpose. My life would have fucking mattered! 516 00:55:39,127 --> 00:55:40,837 But you took that from me! 517 00:55:41,838 --> 00:55:43,548 You took it from everyone. 518 00:55:45,675 --> 00:55:46,676 Yes. 519 00:55:49,971 --> 00:55:51,431 And I'll pay the price 520 00:55:53,016 --> 00:55:55,060 because you're gonna turn away from me. 521 00:56:00,148 --> 00:56:03,026 But if somehow I had a second chance at that moment, 522 00:56:06,988 --> 00:56:08,448 I would do it all over again. 523 00:56:11,701 --> 00:56:13,495 Because you're selfish. 524 00:56:14,871 --> 00:56:16,539 Because I love you. 525 00:56:22,545 --> 00:56:23,797 In a way you... 526 00:56:25,632 --> 00:56:27,759 you can't understand. 527 00:56:30,678 --> 00:56:31,971 Maybe you never will. 528 00:56:35,475 --> 00:56:37,227 But if that day should come, 529 00:56:40,021 --> 00:56:42,065 if you should ever have one of your own, 530 00:56:48,655 --> 00:56:49,739 well, then... 531 00:56:54,035 --> 00:56:55,870 I hope you do a little better than me. 532 00:57:13,471 --> 00:57:15,890 I don't think I can forgive you for this. 533 00:57:25,567 --> 00:57:27,277 But I would like to try.