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The wolf fiercely chases away intruders.
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Huh?
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Asa!
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Did you go into... my...
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Never mind. That couldn't be.
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Sorry, forget it.
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I swear it was right here...
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You know, my sister kept a journal too.
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A journal?
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It felt wrong, but I took a peek
inside to see if I should keep it.
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Turns out it was for Asa.
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Three-Year Journal
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She wrote she was planning to give
it to Asa when she turns twenty.
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In the end, my sister could've
chosen not to give it to Asa
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had she lived another five years.
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Asa is longing for her mother now.
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In a sense, her mom's still
alive in that journal.
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Asa might want to read it now.
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Maybe it should be up
to her when she reads it.
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Then it's a question of timing.
That's tough.
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Seriously?
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You're the one who got yourself killed.
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And now this journal?
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Mom and Makio-chan both hid it from me.
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Screw you.
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Screw you.
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Screw you.
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Asa's Personal Belongings
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Screw you!
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Asa...
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Your name was chosen
with a great deal of care.
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It embodies the beauty of all new things
that come with each day.
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I wish with all my heart that you'll
be loved by everyone around you.
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And I'll do everything I can
to make that come true.
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Right now, I have no idea who you'll
become or what decisions you'll make.
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And I may not yet know
for many years to come.
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But as long as you can love yourself,
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I believe that's enough.
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It was like gazing into a giant, dark pit.
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Lying at the bottom was a monstrous fear.
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The thought that perhaps...
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my mom never really loved me.
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Asa, as your mother, I...
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love you so much.
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You don't know that!
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It could be a lie.
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Who knows?
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She could've written anything...
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How would I know?
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How would I know?!
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It's crunch time, so I'll be cooped up in my room.
Go ahead and eat without me. Sorry.
There's some food in the fridge.
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-M
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I'm home.
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Journal with Witch
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Episode 8 Wander
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Do you like it?
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Wow!
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Happy birthday, Asa.
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Thanks!
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I hope you'll use it.
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Yeah!
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You heading out?
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Asa, you didn't say you were leaving.
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Have a good day.
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I'm off.
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What was that?
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Oh yeah! I was gonna tell you—
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Nara-san.
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Can you spare a minute?
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Coming.
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She's absent, but I can't
get a hold of her.
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Wait, you mean it's not a cold?
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What?!
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Hi, Makio-san.
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Asa's been absent since yesterday.
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She told me she had a cold,
but no one called the school about it.
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{\an1}Hi, Makio-san.
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{\an1}Asa's been absent since yesterday. She told me she had
a cold, but no one called the school about it.
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{\an1}Her teacher is wondering if something's wrong.
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{\an1}Can she talk to you on the phone?
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Her teacher is wondering
if something's wrong.
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Can she talk to you on the phone?
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Asa...
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Conference Room
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Hello? Emiri-san?
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Thank you for contacting me.
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I'm her homeroom teacher, Ogaki.
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Oh, I'm Asa's aunt, Koudai.
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I'm sorry I missed your calls.
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No worries. Is Asa-san okay?
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Well, that's the thing...
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She left like she always does
both yesterday and today,
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so I assumed she was in school.
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I see. That makes sense.
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Did she come home like always too?
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Yes, she did yesterday.
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In the evening, at the same time as usual.
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What should I do...?
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It's all right.
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We'll figure it out.
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Um... Both Asa and I are chicken,
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so we've never skipped school
or anything like that.
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So I think there must be a reason.
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I doubt she's doing anything reckless.
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Though I'm kinda bummed
she lied to me too...
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You're right. Thank you.
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Hey, Emiri-san?
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Yeah?
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Can you tell me some places Asa might go?
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I'll go find her.
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Koudai-san, if she's coming home
as usual, you can talk to her then.
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No, I'm worried about her.
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I can't just sit around and wait.
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Oh, class must be starting.
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I'm sorry. Can you message me later?
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Sensei, I apologize for the trouble.
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Not at all.
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We have our meeting soon,
so let's talk then.
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Yes, of course. Please excuse me.
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Call ended
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I hope Makio-san will be okay...
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Nara-san, you and Takumi-san
are childhood friends, right?
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Oh, yeah.
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Would you happen to know what
her late parents were like?
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Well, uh...
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Her mom was super organized.
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And her dad barely ever spoke.
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But I'm not too sure.
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Lately, I've realized that I don't
know what people are truly like.
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That's very mature of you.
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R-Really?
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Sorry to ask you over for this.
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Well, it's a big deal.
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Besides, it was easier
than you thought, wasn't it?
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Asking for help.
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All you need to do
is reach out and say so.
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It was really hard, actually.
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Koudai-san!
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Sorry to keep you waiting.
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Tono-sensei! Thank you for coming.
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Do you have anywhere in mind?
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I asked her friend for ideas, so I was
thinking of checking those places first.
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I apologize for making
such a fuss about this.
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Well... I'd argue it's better
to make a big deal out of it.
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Asa-san is facing the reality that
she's lost her biggest supporters.
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It's not rare for children to test
the adults around them.
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So I think it'll be good to show her that
this many adults are concerned for her.
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Even if we're not her parents.
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Yes, you're right...
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I'm gonna scold her good.
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You can be scary when you're mad.
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Go easy on her.
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Everyone's got their own thing besides me.
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How's that fair?
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Emiri grew five centimeters just this year.
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Chiyo-chan's pretty and smart.
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And Asuka-chan's family is super rich.
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I'm the only one with nothing.
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It's not fair.
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Screw them.
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It's not fair.
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Screw them.
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It's not fair.
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It's all Mom's fault.
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All of this...
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It's 'cause you went and died.
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Maybe she's preparing to accept it.
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Asa, I mean. That her parents are gone.
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Yeah, maybe.
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She sleeps a lot.
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Maybe it's her way of tending her wounds.
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To process what happened internally.
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Maybe she still doesn't know
how to get through it yet.
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I'm cold by nature.
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I didn't grieve at all
when my father died.
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To this day, I feel no grief.
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But it's not like I hated him.
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Perhaps it is a bit sad, but that's all.
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So I can't find the right
words to say to Asa.
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You? Cold?
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Give me a break.
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I'd say you're full of passion.
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Like how you get a bit grumpy.
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That's not—
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I think we're close.
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Right. Let's park around here.
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The bubble tea place down the street?
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Yeah. Apparently they've
hung out there before.
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Huh.
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Um... Would a child skip
school for bubble tea?
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I have no clue what they'd
skip school for.
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Me neither.
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Wait.
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Neither of you have
skipped school before?
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No.
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Nope.
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I always attended the early study
hours before school, so...
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Wow.
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Actually, I did it once.
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My first year of high school.
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My friend invited me out for ramen.
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See? You did it too.
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It was fun. We got caught, of course.
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The teacher barely even scolded us.
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But when I got home, my dad
clicked his tongue at me.
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D-Dad, I'm sorry...
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Jeez...
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I turned stark white.
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That was the first and last time.
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Well, I'd like to raise an
objection with your father!
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Huh?
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He should have talked to you
instead of clicking his tongue.
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That's out of line.
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A single interaction can hurt
a child's self-esteem.
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Especially after they've
expressed remorse—
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Er, I'm sorry. I mean no
disrespect to your family.
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Nah. In fact, I'd love to hear
you bash my dad more. Really.
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It's not often you get to hear—
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There she is.
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And she's drinking bubble tea...
while skipping school.
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Why, that little...
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Makio-san, keep your cool.
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Journal with Witch
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Wow, these things are so chewy.
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And filling...
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I know, right?
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I thought the same when
somebody gave me some before.
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You could replace an
entire lunch with this.
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What?
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Huh?
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I don't think I can finish this.
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It's different when you're young.
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Right, Asa-san?
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We were really worried.
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Liar.
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You just want Makio-chan to like you.
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You're an important friend to me too.
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Of course I was worried.
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It makes me sad to hear you say that.
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Thanks for waiting. Are you ready to go?
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You two can take the backseat.
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Thanks.
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What gives?
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What's up with all of you?
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About school...
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If you need a day off, you can say so.
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What's not okay is lying to everyone.
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Y-You're the one who's been lying!
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Me?
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The journal. You hid it from me.
My mom's journal.
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It was tucked away
in the back of your room.
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I found it, you know?
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Asa-san, you went into Makio's
room without asking?
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Even if you're family, that's not—
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Kasamachi-kun.
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Sorry. I can't believe
I'm acting like my dad.
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Asa, I wasn't hiding it from you.
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You have every right to read that journal.
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Whatever. Your room's so dirty,
I couldn't believe it.
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How can you even live like that?
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That's beside the point right now.
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And trying to hurt me in this moment
won't solve anything.
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First things first, we talk it out.
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Don't forget that.
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See you, Asa-san.
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Hash it all out, okay?
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Well then, I'll be off as well.
268
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Thank you so much for your help.
269
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You too, Kasamachi-kun.
270
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I'll reach be in touch soon.
271
00:15:14,970 --> 00:15:17,200
You sure have it nice, Makio-chan.
272
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Sure.
273
00:15:17,510 --> 00:15:20,060
You've got all these people
who care about you.
274
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They came out to help because
they were worried about you.
275
00:15:24,460 --> 00:15:26,650
Yeah, but I know I don't come first.
276
00:15:29,870 --> 00:15:34,810
To put someone above all else
is an enormous act.
277
00:15:35,410 --> 00:15:37,680
It's beyond my comprehension.
278
00:15:38,510 --> 00:15:44,840
But when I saw your mother's journal,
that was the impression I got.
279
00:15:45,170 --> 00:15:46,240
You read it?
280
00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:48,630
No, I didn't.
It would have only annoyed me.
281
00:15:48,630 --> 00:15:51,740
I just checked to see
if it should be tossed.
282
00:15:52,170 --> 00:15:54,750
So, no, I wasn't hiding it from you.
283
00:15:54,750 --> 00:15:57,480
I just hadn't decided
when to give it to you.
284
00:16:00,220 --> 00:16:01,140
Here you go.
285
00:16:02,300 --> 00:16:07,880
Reading this won't tell me
what Mom was actually thinking.
286
00:16:09,510 --> 00:16:10,850
You're right. It won't.
287
00:16:12,100 --> 00:16:14,030
Is that what you're hung up on?
288
00:16:16,240 --> 00:16:19,010
I'll pour us some tea first.
289
00:16:19,510 --> 00:16:24,290
Asa's Personal Belongings
290
00:16:20,850 --> 00:16:27,510
You may be looking to me to tell you
what your mother thought...
291
00:16:28,750 --> 00:16:30,300
But I can't do that.
292
00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:34,250
I cannot declare what I'm unsure of.
293
00:16:34,990 --> 00:16:37,710
And the departed cannot
speak for themselves.
294
00:16:38,820 --> 00:16:40,070
You're just making excuses.
295
00:16:40,070 --> 00:16:42,840
Th-That's not my intent...
296
00:16:43,810 --> 00:16:47,780
You know, I'm not right about everything.
297
00:16:48,360 --> 00:16:53,310
So what I'm about to say
is just a guess on my part, but...
298
00:16:54,600 --> 00:17:00,780
Seeing the way you are now,
I think you grew up loved.
299
00:17:00,780 --> 00:17:01,800
Asa.
300
00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:06,600
In which case, I think my
sister lived a good life.
301
00:17:07,330 --> 00:17:08,930
I hope that's the truth.
302
00:17:08,930 --> 00:17:11,760
Happy birthday, Asa.
303
00:17:12,190 --> 00:17:14,390
That's how I feel.
304
00:17:15,490 --> 00:17:17,160
Even though you hated her?
305
00:17:17,160 --> 00:17:19,160
That has nothing to do with this.
306
00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:24,710
Makio-chan, have you ever lost
anyone important to you?
307
00:17:26,820 --> 00:17:27,760
No.
308
00:17:28,420 --> 00:17:31,840
But I have experienced
something very sad.
309
00:17:32,580 --> 00:17:35,600
I don't intend to share it with anyone.
310
00:17:35,600 --> 00:17:38,470
Why not? Isn't that lonely?
311
00:17:38,830 --> 00:17:41,930
No, it's not lonely. Not for me.
312
00:17:43,470 --> 00:17:47,840
My emotions are very important to me.
313
00:17:48,230 --> 00:17:50,940
No one has the right to trample them.
314
00:17:51,830 --> 00:17:58,840
And no one will ever feel
the exact sadness I do.
315
00:18:00,260 --> 00:18:03,250
So I don't care to share it with anyone.
316
00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:05,090
I don't get that at all!
317
00:18:06,580 --> 00:18:08,220
I don't understand...
318
00:18:09,350 --> 00:18:12,000
Either way, at the very least...
319
00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:21,130
Asa's Personal Belongings
320
00:18:12,260 --> 00:18:16,490
To leave something in writing
for someone is tremendous work.
321
00:18:17,540 --> 00:18:21,130
It's not possible without deep conviction.
322
00:18:21,130 --> 00:18:22,710
Whatever! Get real.
323
00:18:22,710 --> 00:18:24,400
You mean your novels too?
324
00:18:24,790 --> 00:18:26,050
Perhaps, yes.
325
00:18:27,660 --> 00:18:29,190
Go on and finish your tea.
326
00:18:29,640 --> 00:18:31,230
I'm going out to get groceries.
327
00:18:40,130 --> 00:18:43,910
Loneliness is a friend to her.
328
00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:47,510
But it shows me no mercy.
329
00:18:56,540 --> 00:19:01,820
I was longing for an absolute truth...
330
00:19:02,830 --> 00:19:09,700
But she didn't dare give it to me.
331
00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,960
{\an1}The Dragon Tamer of the
Depths of Sleeping Valley
332
00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,350
{\an1}Makio Koudai
333
00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,960
{\an1}Makio Koudai
334
00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,960
{\an1} The Dragon Tamer of Mount Terror
335
00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,960
{\an1}Makio Koudai
336
00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,960
{\an1}The Dragon Tamer of the Dry Lake
337
00:19:38,690 --> 00:19:45,010
Sadness was like walking down
a long, never-ending beach.
338
00:19:46,260 --> 00:19:51,270
A beautiful beach that seemed to stretch
for eternity, where the shore, water,
339
00:19:51,820 --> 00:19:56,810
and sky became one in the distance.
340
00:19:58,270 --> 00:20:00,910
With every step,
his feet sank into the sand.
341
00:20:00,910 --> 00:20:03,810
Tiny grains caught between his toes.
342
00:20:04,230 --> 00:20:07,170
His ankles were drenched
with each incoming wave.
343
00:20:08,340 --> 00:20:11,420
Every time the cold
wrath reached his soles,
344
00:20:11,420 --> 00:20:15,150
he was hit with the reminder
that he was no longer here.
345
00:20:17,220 --> 00:20:19,710
My dragon's dead.
346
00:20:20,260 --> 00:20:21,770
He's gone.
347
00:20:22,390 --> 00:20:24,250
What do I do from here?
348
00:20:24,840 --> 00:20:25,970
I'll move on.
349
00:20:26,470 --> 00:20:28,390
No. I can't forgive.
350
00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:29,950
I'll avenge and kill...
351
00:20:30,390 --> 00:20:31,390
Kill who?
352
00:20:32,060 --> 00:20:33,180
I wish I could talk...
353
00:20:33,630 --> 00:20:34,700
To whom?
354
00:20:36,670 --> 00:20:38,350
I just want to stay asleep.
355
00:20:40,230 --> 00:20:45,860
With each wave that came and went,
Luca's heart swayed like a boat.
356
00:20:46,840 --> 00:20:50,600
When will this beach ever end?
357
00:20:52,090 --> 00:20:53,540
How can she...
358
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:59,780
How can she write like this...
without ever having lost someone?
359
00:21:01,230 --> 00:21:06,650
How can she write like this...
and yet not fully understand me?
360
00:21:20,300 --> 00:21:22,420
How can she realize all of this...
361
00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:29,030
but still refuse to lie and give
me the answer I long for?
362
00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:34,880
How?
363
00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:46,970
Asa.
364
00:21:48,010 --> 00:21:49,080
What's wrong?
365
00:21:50,830 --> 00:21:54,120
Mom and Dad...
366
00:21:56,050 --> 00:21:57,510
They're dead.
367
00:22:01,670 --> 00:22:03,190
They're gone...
368
00:22:04,120 --> 00:22:05,360
Yeah.