﻿6
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I call first dibs!

7
00:00:02,100 --> 00:00:03,710
Hey, not yet!

8
00:00:04,690 --> 00:00:06,760
Ready to pop some champagne?

9
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Let's do it!

10
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{\an8}Five Years Ago
New Year's Day

11
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This is starting to become 
our own little tradition.

12
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Thank god. I'd rather be here 
than with my relatives.

13
00:00:21,710 --> 00:00:23,150
Same.

14
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Kotoko, pace yourself now.

15
00:00:25,200 --> 00:00:27,600
I'm just getting started.

16
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Oh, this looks good!

17
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I'm your biggest fan!

18
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Whose?

19
00:00:31,190 --> 00:00:32,180
Oysters.

20
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Makio, you haven't been home 
for New Year's in forever.

21
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Yeah, even outside of New Year's.

22
00:00:39,160 --> 00:00:42,790
My older sister's there
 with her kid a lot.

23
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Wait, what about your guy? 
That Kasamachi fella.

24
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Oh, yeah. We split up.

25
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What? No way.

26
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Really? Why?

27
00:00:58,190 --> 00:00:58,950
Huh?

28
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I get you.

29
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Uh-huh, uh-huh.

30
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Yeah, right. That was all gibberish.

31
00:01:06,060 --> 00:01:09,070
I dunno. He was too perfect. 
It was draining.

32
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What? Like he'd nitpick you about things?

33
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No, never.

34
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I just felt stupid and got tired.

35
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Be more specific.

36
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I need more drinks first.

37
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C'mon, gang! It's New Year's!

38
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Doesn't anyone have any juicy updates?

39
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Nope.

40
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Me neither! I'm never 
falling in love again.

41
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What? You're not? Like ever?

42
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Never ever.

43
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You mean it's set in stone?

44
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Yup, I decided recently.

45
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Rather, I had an epiphany.

46
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Oh man, an epiphany?

47
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That's right.

48
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Now everything in the past makes sense.

49
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All crystal clear?

50
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It is.

51
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Yes. She seemed willing to go today, so...

52
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{\an8}Present Day
November

53
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I'm sorry for the trouble.

54
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Yes, I'll see how she does
 for the time being.

55
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After all, she has to process
things for herself.

56
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Journal with Witch

57
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Episode 9         Intersect

58
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Yes, thank you.

59
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Goodbye.

60
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I'm drained...

61
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The whole world feels noisy...

62
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Hello.

63
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Oh, Asa-chan!

64
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She's finally back.

65
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My bad. It's been a while.

66
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Hey, Takumi-san, I heard 
you caught a nasty cold.

67
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Yeah. Knocked me out for ten days.

68
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I wish I could have ten days off!

69
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Musaka Band Club

70
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Winter Live Concert 2018

71
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We're working on fliers?

72
00:04:29,060 --> 00:04:32,580
The job fell on us first-years
 without a place in the band.

73
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Nothing's changed for us 
since the school festival.

74
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Is that...

75
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Mimori-chan?

76
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Yeah, she got picked while you were out.

77
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She's debuting with the second-year band.

78
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What?!

79
00:04:51,410 --> 00:04:53,440
Well, she's good, you know?

80
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And she's got stage presence.

81
00:04:55,080 --> 00:05:01,010
We either have to get really good at
 playing or write our own original songs.

82
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Those are they only ways to snag a spot.

83
00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:04,460
Original songs...

84
00:05:04,460 --> 00:05:08,470
They get priority as a rule, remember?

85
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Okay, wanna do a run-through?

86
00:05:10,660 --> 00:05:11,980
Yes, please.

87
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So cool...

88
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<i>It's not fair.</i>

89
00:05:27,070 --> 00:05:29,420
Man, why can't we do that?

90
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Counselor's Office

91
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Is there anything you'd 
like to talk about?

92
00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:38,870
Uh...

93
00:05:40,020 --> 00:05:41,720
I don't know.

94
00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:43,380
It could be anything.

95
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What do people usually talk about?

96
00:05:46,850 --> 00:05:50,340
Anything at all. There's no right answer.

97
00:05:54,550 --> 00:05:57,470
<i>It's not fair. Screw this.</i>

98
00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:03,670
Is that something I'm supposed
 to come up with?

99
00:06:04,950 --> 00:06:07,210
What's counseling good for, anyway?

100
00:06:07,210 --> 00:06:09,010
She's like, "Talk about anything."

101
00:06:09,010 --> 00:06:10,780
I couldn't come up with anything.

102
00:06:11,050 --> 00:06:13,260
Probably because your
 head's always empty.

103
00:06:14,250 --> 00:06:15,240
Shaddup!

104
00:06:17,180 --> 00:06:19,070
Counseling, huh?

105
00:06:19,510 --> 00:06:22,800
A guy from cram school told me 
he goes just to chat.

106
00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:24,770
Apparently, he doesn't go to school much.

107
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Huh...

108
00:06:26,290 --> 00:06:29,020
Wait, who's this guy?

109
00:06:28,390 --> 00:06:30,610
There you go again. So annoying.

110
00:06:30,610 --> 00:06:31,680
Forget it!

111
00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:32,910
Come on, spill!

112
00:06:32,910 --> 00:06:33,680
Is he your boyfriend?

113
00:06:33,680 --> 00:06:35,190
You have one now?

114
00:06:35,190 --> 00:06:36,430
Get off my case!

115
00:06:36,430 --> 00:06:38,460
I'm not talking romance with you anymore.

116
00:06:38,460 --> 00:06:40,310
What? Why? How come? Tell me!

117
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Because you're annoying.

118
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"Can you pick up some meat? Any kind."

119
00:06:47,770 --> 00:06:49,120
Any kind?

120
00:06:49,120 --> 00:06:50,310
Is that Makio-san?

121
00:06:50,310 --> 00:06:53,720
Yeah, she's been totally 
zoned out recently.

122
00:06:53,720 --> 00:06:55,350
She's wiped most of the time.

123
00:06:56,070 --> 00:06:58,120
It's because of work, I guess.

124
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Got nothing in the tank.
Can't do anything else.

125
00:07:01,330 --> 00:07:02,580
Get whatever meat you want.

126
00:06:58,120 --> 00:07:01,460
Really? Is being a novelist that hard?

127
00:07:01,460 --> 00:07:02,580
Who knows?

128
00:07:03,510 --> 00:07:05,930
But she gets to do something she loves.

129
00:07:05,930 --> 00:07:08,010
She even day drinks sometimes.

130
00:07:08,010 --> 00:07:09,240
Seriously?

131
00:07:10,230 --> 00:07:13,010
I hope I get to do something I like too.

132
00:07:13,010 --> 00:07:14,250
Like what?

133
00:07:14,890 --> 00:07:17,770
I dunno. It's impossible to know, right?

134
00:07:17,770 --> 00:07:20,690
Yeah. I wish someone would 
just choose for me.

135
00:07:20,690 --> 00:07:23,630
Then it wouldn't be something you love.

136
00:07:24,420 --> 00:07:28,230
But I don't know what I'm good at.

137
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<font face="Arial" size="20" color="#fefdfa">Seize your dreams with your talents</font>

138
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Yeah, that's true.

139
00:07:29,860 --> 00:07:32,930
Maybe you're good at writing
 like Makio-san.

140
00:07:32,930 --> 00:07:34,050
What?!

141
00:07:34,050 --> 00:07:35,920
Who knows? You could be a genius!

142
00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:37,860
Just maybe!

143
00:07:38,620 --> 00:07:41,340
The exit will be on your right.

144
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Attention passengers.

145
00:07:44,520 --> 00:07:46,540
Please refrain from using cellphones...

146
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{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful da

147
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{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful day

148
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{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful days

149
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{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful days a

150
00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:45,730
{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful days ah

151
00:07:45,730 --> 00:07:46,020
{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful days ahe

152
00:07:46,020 --> 00:07:46,400
{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful days ahea

153
00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:46,540
{\an7}I'm standing out in the open alone.
In the middle of desert, with no one in sight.
If only there were colorful days ahead

154
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Bargain

155
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{\an1}Domestic Chicken (Thighs)

156
00:08:00,030 --> 00:08:01,230
Hey, so...

157
00:08:01,230 --> 00:08:02,300
Hmm?

158
00:08:02,300 --> 00:08:05,430
Us first-years are all 
writing lyrics and...

159
00:08:05,430 --> 00:08:06,880
Lyrics?

160
00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:07,990
For the band.

161
00:08:07,990 --> 00:08:10,820
Oh. What about the song?

162
00:08:10,820 --> 00:08:12,180
No song yet.

163
00:08:12,630 --> 00:08:14,310
We're starting with lyrics.

164
00:08:14,830 --> 00:08:16,960
You mean I can look?

165
00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:18,610
Yeah, lemme know what you think.

166
00:08:19,070 --> 00:08:21,820
Okay. Let's see here...

167
00:08:24,260 --> 00:08:29,130
There's this rule that people who write 
songs get priority to perform on stage.

168
00:08:29,610 --> 00:08:33,570
I mean, I only started it today, 
so I doubt it's good, but...

169
00:08:34,800 --> 00:08:35,720
Well?

170
00:08:36,620 --> 00:08:38,210
Um...

171
00:08:38,590 --> 00:08:43,770
Yeah. Wow... Okay...

172
00:08:46,110 --> 00:08:47,710
What's with that reaction?!

173
00:08:47,710 --> 00:08:51,590
Er, nothing. It's just so... 
young and fresh.

174
00:08:51,590 --> 00:08:54,110
Wait, is this your first time
 writing lyrics?

175
00:08:54,110 --> 00:08:55,680
You're totally weirded out!

176
00:08:55,680 --> 00:08:57,640
Hang on. Am I embarrassing myself?

177
00:08:57,640 --> 00:09:00,490
Don't tell me I'll never live this down!

178
00:09:00,490 --> 00:09:03,050
No, don't worry about stuff like that.

179
00:09:03,050 --> 00:09:05,620
Now's the time to write 
as much as you can.

180
00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:07,580
I'm being serious when I say that.

181
00:09:07,580 --> 00:09:09,220
So I <i>am</i> embarrassing myself!

182
00:09:09,800 --> 00:09:11,620
Whatever. Any tips?

183
00:09:11,620 --> 00:09:13,400
Gimme some advice.

184
00:09:13,400 --> 00:09:14,410
What?

185
00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:17,610
Okay...

186
00:09:17,610 --> 00:09:20,310
First off, the main subject is unclear.

187
00:09:20,310 --> 00:09:21,810
It's better to focus on one topic.

188
00:09:22,220 --> 00:09:24,970
The first half is about small details,

189
00:09:24,970 --> 00:09:29,150
so you could expand on that in the 
bridge to drive home your point.

190
00:09:29,730 --> 00:09:34,020
And overall, your expressions 
are somewhat vague, so—

191
00:09:34,020 --> 00:09:35,650
Not like that!

192
00:09:35,650 --> 00:09:36,150
Huh?

193
00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:41,660
Um...

194
00:09:41,660 --> 00:09:45,730
What if you concentrate on what 
you want to say most?

195
00:09:51,310 --> 00:09:53,900
I don't have anything I want to say.

196
00:09:53,900 --> 00:09:57,080
O-Oh, okay...

197
00:09:58,430 --> 00:10:00,680
What else? Any other advice?

198
00:10:00,680 --> 00:10:01,760
What?

199
00:10:02,650 --> 00:10:05,190
Hmm, well...

200
00:10:06,100 --> 00:10:09,310
Write with the intent to kill.

201
00:10:10,920 --> 00:10:15,190
Strike, forge, and polish 
like your life is on the line.

202
00:10:16,210 --> 00:10:17,950
And stake your life on the kill.

203
00:10:20,340 --> 00:10:23,830
That's what it means to write.

204
00:10:26,150 --> 00:10:27,330
What gives?

205
00:10:29,250 --> 00:10:31,960
How come you always talk weird like that?

206
00:10:34,930 --> 00:10:36,710
It's like you're from another country.

207
00:10:38,040 --> 00:10:39,890
Okay, then...

208
00:10:39,890 --> 00:10:41,790
Can I have that back now?

209
00:10:41,790 --> 00:10:43,970
Actually, can I keep it?

210
00:10:43,970 --> 00:10:45,980
What? Why?

211
00:10:45,980 --> 00:10:47,770
It gives me strength.

212
00:10:47,770 --> 00:10:49,920
Oh! It needs more vocabulary!

213
00:10:49,920 --> 00:10:50,970
Vocabulary!

214
00:10:50,970 --> 00:10:52,770
That's it, I bet.

215
00:10:52,040 --> 00:10:57,990
<i>In that moment, I couldn't internalize 
what she was sharing with me.</i>

216
00:10:58,700 --> 00:11:02,560
<i>It was like everyone was speaking 
to me in a foreign language.</i>

217
00:11:03,730 --> 00:11:08,240
<i>But I wouldn't realize that 
until much later.</i>

218
00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:12,760
Hcum os uoy evol I, rehtom ruoy sa, asA.

219
00:11:13,330 --> 00:11:15,240
I don't understand any of it!

220
00:11:16,750 --> 00:11:20,470
My aunt's a novelist, my parents 
are dead, and I've got it <i>so</i> hard!

221
00:11:20,470 --> 00:11:23,510
I should have all the pieces 
to write some deep lyrics!

222
00:11:23,510 --> 00:11:26,500
So why am I still so plain?!

223
00:11:28,490 --> 00:11:32,710
<i>That was my biggest concern at the time.</i>

224
00:11:30,270 --> 00:11:33,980
{\an8}Asa's First Year
of High School

225
00:11:33,980 --> 00:11:36,980
Journal with Witch

226
00:11:39,110 --> 00:11:42,110
There's one last thing I need to tell you...

227
00:11:39,840 --> 00:11:41,670
Must be nice.

228
00:11:42,110 --> 00:11:43,100
Huh?

229
00:11:43,800 --> 00:11:46,080
I want an epiphany too.

230
00:11:47,660 --> 00:11:49,630
You can say that again.

231
00:11:49,970 --> 00:11:51,760
Beat you to it.

232
00:11:52,510 --> 00:11:53,870
Damn you.

233
00:11:55,880 --> 00:11:58,380
{\an8}November 16th

234
00:11:56,880 --> 00:11:59,530
So, I picked up a few things.

235
00:11:59,530 --> 00:12:02,000
Should last you a few days.

236
00:12:02,550 --> 00:12:03,910
You're spoiling her.

237
00:12:03,910 --> 00:12:04,690
Huh?

238
00:12:05,130 --> 00:12:07,020
She didn't even come out to greet you.

239
00:12:07,020 --> 00:12:08,950
Oh, she messaged me.

240
00:12:08,950 --> 00:12:10,820
"Ten more lines," she said.

241
00:12:12,390 --> 00:12:15,990
I think it'd be better for her 
if you were more strict.

242
00:12:17,770 --> 00:12:20,110
Well, speaking from experience,

243
00:12:20,110 --> 00:12:25,110
not much good comes
 from treating anyone strictly.

244
00:12:25,700 --> 00:12:29,910
Besides, isn't it only natural 
to spoil someone you like?

245
00:12:35,410 --> 00:12:37,680
Hey, Makio-san.

246
00:12:38,590 --> 00:12:40,300
Did you finish those ten lines?

247
00:12:44,280 --> 00:12:46,280
Wow, you really are working hard.

248
00:12:46,280 --> 00:12:47,990
I brought you some food.

249
00:12:47,990 --> 00:12:49,510
Like what?

250
00:12:50,020 --> 00:12:53,030
It's all prepped, so just sauté it....

251
00:12:51,340 --> 00:12:54,050
Say, what if you reached out to someone?

252
00:12:54,410 --> 00:12:55,900
For what?

253
00:12:55,900 --> 00:12:58,550
Ignore me if you'd rather,

254
00:12:58,550 --> 00:13:01,660
but I was thinking someone in your 
line of work might understand.

255
00:13:01,660 --> 00:13:05,320
Maybe help you out of this slump.

256
00:13:08,570 --> 00:13:11,080
{\an8}November 27th

257
00:13:08,990 --> 00:13:11,080
Goodness me!

258
00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:14,090
Oh my gosh, Juno-san!

259
00:13:12,740 --> 00:13:14,980
So you're in a slump, huh?

260
00:13:14,980 --> 00:13:16,830
Poor thing.

261
00:13:16,830 --> 00:13:18,770
Tell me about it.

262
00:13:20,300 --> 00:13:21,850
Thanks for having me.

263
00:13:21,850 --> 00:13:23,330
Oh... Hello.

264
00:13:23,670 --> 00:13:25,640
I hear she's taking care of you.

265
00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:29,390
Not that you need to be 
grateful or anything.

266
00:13:29,390 --> 00:13:31,520
Koudai-san decided this
for herself, after all.

267
00:13:31,520 --> 00:13:32,890
It all sounds swell!

268
00:13:34,860 --> 00:13:36,410
Juno-san, is coffee okay?

269
00:13:36,410 --> 00:13:37,610
Sure.

270
00:13:38,030 --> 00:13:40,110
Let's have some dorayaki, yeah?

271
00:13:43,970 --> 00:13:45,370
I see.

272
00:13:45,580 --> 00:13:49,110
I was in a big slump myself 
until a couple of years back.

273
00:13:49,110 --> 00:13:52,620
What? But you're constantly
pumping out new work.

274
00:13:52,620 --> 00:13:55,200
I think it was three years ago or so...

275
00:13:55,200 --> 00:13:59,650
I could still write,
 but it all felt so bland.

276
00:13:59,650 --> 00:14:00,810
Bland?

277
00:14:01,390 --> 00:14:02,960
You know how novelists are.

278
00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:07,140
We frantically make stuff that 
we can guarantee is good, right?

279
00:14:07,140 --> 00:14:11,330
And sometimes people give 
us that affirmative feedback.

280
00:14:11,330 --> 00:14:15,010
Even if that skews around 
people of a certain taste.

281
00:14:17,220 --> 00:14:20,910
But nothing I made had any flavor to it.

282
00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:24,510
Nothing I wrote brought me joy.

283
00:14:25,020 --> 00:14:28,280
It was so lonely. I felt helpless.

284
00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:32,210
Lonely...?

285
00:14:32,210 --> 00:14:34,110
Yes, very much so.

286
00:14:35,030 --> 00:14:38,790
{\an8}December 20th

287
00:14:35,590 --> 00:14:38,790
Oh, wow, she's actually day drinking.

288
00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:40,030
Got a problem?

289
00:14:40,030 --> 00:14:42,000
I finished my work.

290
00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:43,400
That's crazy.

291
00:14:43,400 --> 00:14:45,130
Thanks for having me over.

292
00:14:45,550 --> 00:14:47,890
Maybe some luxury brand store?

293
00:14:47,890 --> 00:14:49,670
I'm interested in architecture too.

294
00:14:49,670 --> 00:14:50,780
What about you, Asa?

295
00:14:50,780 --> 00:14:53,060
Um... Live concert venues?

296
00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:55,160
Yeah, sounds cool!

297
00:14:55,640 --> 00:14:57,200
Hey, Makio-san?

298
00:14:58,170 --> 00:15:00,420
Is being a novelist fulfilling?

299
00:15:01,310 --> 00:15:02,590
Not at all.

300
00:15:03,140 --> 00:15:06,290
My mother was a very sharp woman.

301
00:15:06,810 --> 00:15:09,450
If not for having a child,

302
00:15:09,450 --> 00:15:12,830
or perhaps if she'd been born 
a generation later...

303
00:15:13,090 --> 00:15:16,780
I imagine she could've 
been someone important.

304
00:15:17,450 --> 00:15:19,210
That's why I felt like...

305
00:15:19,700 --> 00:15:24,490
I stole my mother's life in a sense.

306
00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:27,430
Like what, original sin?

307
00:15:27,430 --> 00:15:29,960
That's not on you. It's a societal flaw.

308
00:15:31,940 --> 00:15:33,960
Right you are!

309
00:15:34,970 --> 00:15:37,950
When I landed my first job...

310
00:15:37,950 --> 00:15:38,990
At the bank?

311
00:15:38,990 --> 00:15:39,930
Yeah.

312
00:15:39,930 --> 00:15:44,910
To no one's surprise, 
my dad wasn't impressed.

313
00:15:45,430 --> 00:15:48,000
"Dad, I decided to accept 
the offer at the bank."

314
00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:50,980
"Is that so?"

315
00:15:50,980 --> 00:15:54,080
Your father really could be...

316
00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:55,330
I know, right?

317
00:15:55,330 --> 00:15:58,490
But when my mom heard, 
her ears turned bright red.

318
00:15:59,110 --> 00:16:03,300
She said, "I think it's very admirable." 
Or something like that.

319
00:16:03,300 --> 00:16:06,730
She used to work at the bank 
before they got married.

320
00:16:07,560 --> 00:16:12,410
I think that was the only time 
she ever got visibly upset,

321
00:16:12,410 --> 00:16:14,520
now that I look back on it.

322
00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:16,470
Yeah...

323
00:16:16,470 --> 00:16:19,270
Ugh, no! I hate my mom!

324
00:16:19,270 --> 00:16:23,420
She said, "It feels like just yesterday
Emiri was pooping all over herself."

325
00:16:23,420 --> 00:16:26,410
Stop making fun of me, Makio-san!

326
00:16:26,410 --> 00:16:31,020
You're laughing, but I'm sure you 
were in the same state back then.

327
00:16:31,560 --> 00:16:34,660
Ha, take that! Poopy Asa!

328
00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:37,750
Oh, yeah, there was this one recipe.

329
00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:39,250
In your mom's...

330
00:16:39,250 --> 00:16:41,420
Oh, her bento journal?

331
00:16:41,420 --> 00:16:46,610
Yeah. It was potatoes and pickled
 plum wrapped in pork.

332
00:16:46,610 --> 00:16:49,290
Man, I wish I could have that again.

333
00:16:49,620 --> 00:16:51,860
Our work can feel futile.

334
00:16:51,860 --> 00:16:54,420
Like digging a hole, 
then filling it back up.

335
00:16:56,410 --> 00:16:58,680
Anyway, Asa, did you decide about sci-lit?

336
00:16:58,680 --> 00:17:00,880
Ugh, not yet.

337
00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:02,160
"Sci-lit"?

338
00:17:03,350 --> 00:17:06,340
Makio-san, have you been 
reading our handouts?

339
00:17:06,340 --> 00:17:08,640
I haven't... yet.

340
00:17:08,640 --> 00:17:09,690
Not <i>yet</i>, huh?

341
00:17:09,940 --> 00:17:11,770
You're aiming for a national university?

342
00:17:11,770 --> 00:17:14,800
I'd do science if I were 
better at math, but...

343
00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:17,040
Oh, you meant science or literature?

344
00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:19,090
Which one did you choose, Makio-chan?

345
00:17:19,090 --> 00:17:21,190
Why, literature, of course.

346
00:17:21,190 --> 00:17:21,950
Why, of course.

347
00:17:21,950 --> 00:17:23,210
Of course.

348
00:17:23,940 --> 00:17:26,380
Should I choose based on my career?

349
00:17:26,380 --> 00:17:28,950
Or what I want to study at university?

350
00:17:30,330 --> 00:17:33,440
Well, I'd tell you not to push 
yourself too hard, but...

351
00:17:33,440 --> 00:17:36,440
That's not possible in your 
line of work, I suppose.

352
00:17:37,260 --> 00:17:40,640
When did you decide to become 
a novelist, Makio-san?

353
00:17:40,640 --> 00:17:42,590
It just happened, I guess.

354
00:17:42,590 --> 00:17:44,100
That's not an answer!

355
00:17:44,100 --> 00:17:45,390
Let's be serious.

356
00:17:45,390 --> 00:17:46,280
Yeah.

357
00:17:46,280 --> 00:17:48,530
I am being serious.

358
00:17:48,530 --> 00:17:50,490
Please stay out of this.

359
00:17:50,490 --> 00:17:53,380
Hey, whatcha writing, little one?

360
00:17:54,030 --> 00:17:56,110
L-Little—

361
00:17:56,110 --> 00:17:58,920
She's self-conscious about her height.

362
00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:02,160
Really? I was talking about her age.

363
00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:03,610
Sorry about that.

364
00:18:03,610 --> 00:18:05,440
I'm still growing!

365
00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:08,630
Who cares? I'm pretty short myself.

366
00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:10,070
It's cute, don't you think?

367
00:18:10,380 --> 00:18:11,300
No way!

368
00:18:11,300 --> 00:18:13,580
I want to look good in wide-leg pants!

369
00:18:13,580 --> 00:18:14,770
Can I have dorayaki now?!

370
00:18:14,770 --> 00:18:15,760
Oh, right.

371
00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:19,250
Come on, let's get along 
as fellow shorties.

372
00:18:19,250 --> 00:18:22,460
No! I'm gonna become the 
person I want to be!

373
00:18:27,280 --> 00:18:30,400
Well, even if you're boring or ordinary,

374
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,750
you'll find something you 
want to do eventually.

375
00:18:32,750 --> 00:18:35,280
I guess that's my own story.

376
00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:40,030
People say our futures are boundless, 
which only gives me anxiety.

377
00:18:40,310 --> 00:18:42,190
The person you want to be, huh?

378
00:18:42,770 --> 00:18:45,020
That's one for the ages!

379
00:18:47,930 --> 00:18:49,290
Screw you...

380
00:18:50,040 --> 00:18:53,290
Hey now. Don't be rude like that.

381
00:18:53,290 --> 00:18:54,960
It's Asa, right?

382
00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:58,920
You just picked a fight with the 
age-old question of humanity.

383
00:18:59,800 --> 00:19:02,490
Ugh, I just want to be free.

384
00:19:02,490 --> 00:19:03,780
I'm hungry!

385
00:19:03,780 --> 00:19:05,240
Let's eat, yeah?

386
00:19:05,240 --> 00:19:06,730
It's not too bad, actually.

387
00:19:06,730 --> 00:19:09,430
All righty, let's whip something up.

388
00:19:12,850 --> 00:19:14,940
<i>I don't get any of it.</i>

389
00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:28,920
<i>It's not fair.</i>

390
00:19:38,180 --> 00:19:39,430
<i>Screw you.</i>

391
00:19:39,940 --> 00:19:41,080
<i>It's not fair.</i>

392
00:19:42,330 --> 00:19:44,440
<i>I don't get any of it!</i>

393
00:19:45,840 --> 00:19:48,850
{\an8}December 19th

394
00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:55,790
Emiri's coming over tomorrow. 
Is that okay?

395
00:19:57,210 --> 00:19:58,360
Sure.

396
00:19:59,040 --> 00:20:00,940
I'm heading out.

397
00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:04,020
Have a good day.

398
00:20:43,070 --> 00:20:45,660
Done...!

399
00:20:51,070 --> 00:20:52,280
Good night.

400
00:21:09,380 --> 00:21:12,930
I woke up in the middle 
of the night last night.

401
00:21:12,930 --> 00:21:16,050
Were you cold? Do you need a heating pad?

402
00:21:18,740 --> 00:21:20,700
I should get to morning practice.

403
00:21:21,930 --> 00:21:24,690
By the way, what happened 
with your lyrics?

404
00:21:24,690 --> 00:21:26,520
Please don't bring that up.

405
00:21:26,520 --> 00:21:29,240
I'm not making fun of you.

406
00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:31,310
I really think you should give it a shot.

407
00:21:33,950 --> 00:21:35,950
November 27th

408
00:21:33,950 --> 00:21:35,950
Juno-san

409
00:21:33,950 --> 00:21:35,950
I want to become the person I want to be!

410
00:21:39,990 --> 00:21:41,680
I'm off!

411
00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:42,580
Okay.

412
00:21:43,730 --> 00:21:45,240
Have a good day.

413
00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:49,980
<i>I wonder if I'll ever know...</i>

414
00:21:50,340 --> 00:21:56,260
<i>who I am, what I do and don't love,
 and how I'll live my life.</i>

415
00:21:57,230 --> 00:22:00,700
<i>Maybe someday I'll figure it out.</i>

416
00:22:04,260 --> 00:22:05,730
<i>Someday...</i>

