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So please, until I move on...
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Band Club
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Auditioning for vocals
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Let's meet at our usual place.
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Aw, shucks, don't stare.
You're making me nervous.
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It's an audition, you idiot.
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He's funny.
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This audition is a joke.
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Okay, anyone else?
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Asa-chan!
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Cool. You're up, Takumi-san.
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Without you, Makio-chan, I probably
wouldn't have joined the band club.
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I don't think so.
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You made that decision yourself.
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I think you would've arrived at that
no matter who you were with.
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I wonder what Mom and Dad would have said.
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I'm not sure.
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Maybe give it some thought.
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So I imagine...
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Good grief. What did you do to your hair?
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Well, just do what you want to do.
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What would they have said today?
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I still have no clue.
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I guess you... stood out.
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I didn't know you liked to stand out.
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It means you've put in the work.
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Is standing out a good thing?
Or is it a bad thing?
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I dunno. I guess it feels wrong.
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Like I'm just not the type.
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What?! Your type?!
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Who gives a crap about that?
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I've carried a lot of regret about that.
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I got so caught up in the labels
that before I knew it,
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I lost sight of what I actually
wanted for myself.
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I don't get any of it.
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If anyone gives you a hard
time for standing out...
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Give them hell.
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I don't get that bit either.
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But as long as I'm alive,
I might as well struggle.
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I don't get what you're saying at all!
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If I don't understand, I might as well...
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I'm gonna sing!
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Journal with Witch
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Huh? Lunch?
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{\an1}Huh? Lunch?
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I guess. With my mom.
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{\an1}I guess. With my mom
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Wha?
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So that's why she isn't here.
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{\an1}So that's why she isn't here
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They seem to get along.
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{\an1}They seem to get along
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Lol
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Then wanna come over?
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{\an1}Then wanna come over?
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{\an1}Then wanna come over?
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Sorry, I have plans.
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{\an1}Sorry, I have plans
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Okay.
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I'm bored.
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Three-Year Journal
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Wow, I've passed this place so many times.
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Episode 12 Find
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I never noticed it before.
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It's so spacious and bright.
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Isn't it?
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It's a little on the loud side,
but there are always open tables.
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The Hamburg steak sounds good.
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It is. It's pretty beefy.
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Beer...
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Aren't daytime beers the best?
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It's such a guilty pleasure.
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I think I'll have one.
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Oh man, then I'm in too.
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I wish we'd stopped here when we
cleared out Asa's old place.
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That must have been hard.
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I guess.
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How long did it take?
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A week?
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No, maybe a little longer.
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I see.
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Thinking back on it, I should've come
by your place too to introduce myself.
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It didn't occur to me at the time.
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You didn't need to do that.
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I was pretty shaken back then myself.
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Had I seen your face,
I might have burst out crying.
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Because I resemble my sister?
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Just your face.
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"Just?"
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It would've been like suddenly coming
face-to-face with the departed.
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Like a kind of vertigo.
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I think it might've scared me at the time.
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Yeah...
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I've been experiencing less
of that lately myself.
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Although Asa might need more time.
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Hello.
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I just happened to be
in the area for a meeting.
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I see. And I just happened to be
visiting someone in the hospital.
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Then this was a series of coincidences.
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Yeah. I'm glad I invited you here.
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Indeed, this might've been
our only chance.
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Er, I don't mean to imply
I'd rather not have come.
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Don't worry. I know what you meant.
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Who ordered the daily special?
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Here.
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You don't like sharing food?
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Must make going out in groups hard.
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Yes. Thankfully, my current
office is fairly laid-back.
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But I had a lot of trouble in college.
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Ah, college, of course.
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All those get-togethers.
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I've always hated being
pressured into drinking.
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I hear you. They weren't my thing either.
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I managed to brush it off,
but that doesn't seem your style either.
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Exactly!
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I'd end up getting upset
at people every time.
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Eventually, no one invited me anymore.
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Then I guess it worked out?
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I'd say so.
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I wasn't too happy about it back then.
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But that sort of crowd
has always passed me over.
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In a sense, I consider myself lucky.
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As a bookworm who can't read the room.
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"That sort of crowd"?
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People who align
with male-centric rituals, I guess.
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Those of you becoming second-years,
remember you're upperclassmen now.
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You're the bridge between
the first-years and third-years.
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Not just in games,
but in everyday practice.
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Hey, where's Yoshimura?
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Beats me.
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Make sure you're setting a
good example. That's all!
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Yes, sir!
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That reminds me of an interaction
I had with Asa-san.
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During our meeting the other day,
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she asked me how to become
the person she wants to be.
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The person she wants to be?
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Ah, sweet adolescence.
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So, what'd you tell her?
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Well, actually...
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I didn't know what she meant.
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So I said, "I don't understand."
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Jeez!
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What? Was that bad?
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I mean, it's funny, I guess.
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Funny?
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Who you want to be, huh?
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How should I have answered, do you think?
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Hmm...
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Who you want to be...
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Of course.
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I should have stayed
composed, just like that.
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Always so cool and collected.
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What? You mean me?
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I'm not like that at all.
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Oh, but you are.
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I sure wish I were.
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But if I honestly come off that way,
it might be because...
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You know, what you said...
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I hopped off that bandwagon.
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What I said?
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Male-centric rituals.
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Or something like that.
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Once I decided not to take part,
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everything suddenly
started getting easier.
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Who can do the scariest dare?
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Who can objectify girls the most?
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Who can gain the most
while trying the least?
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Even though I was being crushed
by the pressure deep down,
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I'd laugh it off.
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That was the only crowd I knew.
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So I clung for dear life
to keep my standing.
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And all the while, I had the potential
to be anyone I wanted.
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I didn't realize that game of chicken
was no real measure of my value.
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Quit crying! You're a man!
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So I jumped off the
bandwagon and ran away.
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I think it finally made me human.
It gave me a backbone.
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I'm fine with whatever you want.
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I'll do what I want either way.
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So you should do the same.
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Since I spent so much time
adjusting myself to others,
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I'm drawn to people who can't
help but do things their way.
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People who are genuinely
true to themselves.
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So that's where Koudai-san comes in!
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Huh?
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You meant Koudai-san, didn't you?
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Well, yeah, but...
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That makes total sense.
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Let's grab daytime beers again sometime!
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Of course.
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Don't be a stranger.
Send Asa to spend the night anytime.
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I want to help in any way I can.
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Thank you.
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I think...
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It may take some time,
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but bit by bit, she'll have
to figure things out on her own.
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Arrive at her own answers.
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I'm so glad.
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For Asa-chan.
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I'm so glad you're in her life.
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Who she wants to be...
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If Asa-san keeps grappling
with that question, I wonder
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if she'll eventually become
cool and collected.
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I'd certainly like to see that.
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Right? I can't wait.
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Journal with Witch
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I found myself alone,
standing on an open page.
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No matter where I look, I can't see.
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There's no path, nor exit...
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Am I being too loud?
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No, I was just thinking how good you are.
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You welcome love with open arms,
but compliments don't sit right?
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I dunno.
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Is that song for your band?
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Yup, we perform the day
after opening ceremonies.
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Your grand debut.
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It's only for a little bit
during lunch and after school.
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That's great.
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Hey.
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What?
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About writing lyrics...
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Yeah?
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Why do you always perk up
when this comes up?
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I love seeing people
try their hand at a new craft.
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I don't get it.
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Well?
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How do I get better at it?
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You know, I haven't, like,
totally given up on it.
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Hmm... What if you tried writing
out your favorite lyrics?
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Like copying sutras.
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Sutras...
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Oh, you've got your journal.
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Why don't you try being
intentional with it?
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Intentional how?
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Um...
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Hey, Makio-chan...
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Remember when you told me that journal
entries don't have to be true?
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Huh?
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About my journal. A year ago.
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I said that?
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What?!
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Oh, I did...?
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I took that to heart, you know?!
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Oh, then that's good, right?
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You've ruined it now.
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Like, imagine I royally screw up during
our band's street performance.
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Don't say that. It's bad luck.
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I'm just saying if...
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Does that mean I could write in my
journal that I didn't screw up?
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Huh? Hmm?
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But if you ever read it back, wouldn't
that remind you of how you did screw up?
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You're right.
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I probably didn't mean that
you should write lies.
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Hang on, did I really say you didn't
need to write the truth?
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Pretty much.
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If I had to guess, I think it
was less about what to write
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and more about what not to write.
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But who knows?
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After all, I don't remember.
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At the end of the day, as long as you're
not lying to yourself, it's probably fine.
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That's weird. Isn't it bad to lie at all?
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I make a living off of lying.
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You weirdo!
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Ugh, what if I screw up
during the performance?
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Stop saying that.
Like I said, it's bad luck.
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I only have vocal practice
today, so I won't be late.
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All right.
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Okay then, I'm off...
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What's wrong?
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Listen...
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Do you think Mom's journal is all true?
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What's wrong?
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As if you'd ever answer
a question like that...
273
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Huh?
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Nothing. I'll never know anyway.
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I'm off!
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Have a good day.
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I think...
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It may take some time, but bit by bit,
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she'll have to figure
things out on her own.
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Arrive at her own answers.
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I said that, but...
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I wonder if those answers even exist.
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Uniform Point Deductions for Female Applicants:
Nitto Medical University Accused of Arbitrary Manipulation
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Performance
285
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Asa, your turn in the bath.
286
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Asa? What are you doing?
287
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Makio-chan, check it out.
288
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Wow.
289
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What's all this?
290
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I thought I could make it my room.
291
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Where'd you get it all?
292
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Mostly the 100-yen store.
293
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Except the lantern. That was kinda pricey.
294
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I've been collecting stuff
little by little.
295
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Oh, and I want to put a shelf
on the wall. Is that okay?
296
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Oh, sure. Of course.
297
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But I'm sorry.
298
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That I don't have another bedroom.
299
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That's okay. It is what it is.
300
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Still, I'm impressed.
301
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I know I said you could do
whatever you wanted,
302
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but I didn't expect this.
303
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It's your own palace.
304
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Wait, are you going to sleep in here?
305
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I thought about it,
but I can't stretch my legs out.
306
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So I'll sleep out here like always.
307
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Okay.
308
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Why? Am I in the way?
309
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I'm used to it.
310
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I see. So this is how you find your
own way of life, piece by piece.
311
00:19:22,950 --> 00:19:26,270
Huh? You're complicating things again.
312
00:19:27,730 --> 00:19:31,490
Oh, and another thing I've
been thinking about...
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How about if we make it their birthdays?
314
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I mean for my mom and dad.
315
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Their birthdays?
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I don't really...
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want it to be the day they d-died.
318
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We're coming up on the anniversary
of your parents' death.
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If you want to do something for it,
we'll fit that in too.
320
00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:04,780
My mom and dad's birthdays were close,
so we always celebrated between them.
321
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Apparently, that's how
they first got close.
322
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Huh.
323
00:20:12,390 --> 00:20:16,400
Sis was born on April 10th. And your Dad?
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April 13th.
325
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That is really close.
326
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Yup.
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I see.
328
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What do you think?
329
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Then let's do it on April 11th or 12th.
330
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We'll get a nice cake and buy candles
331
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to celebrate their birthdays together.
332
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Yeah!
333
00:20:40,610 --> 00:20:43,690
Say, this idea of yours...
334
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I think it's brilliant. Really brilliant.
335
00:20:47,670 --> 00:20:48,750
You mean it?!
336
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Yeah, I do. Sincerely.
337
00:20:52,540 --> 00:20:54,150
Yay!
338
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Makio-chan?
339
00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:10,480
Go on and take a bath.
340
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I'll get dinner ready.
341
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'Kay.
342
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How strange...
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I'm not even her parent.
344
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If I keep giving water
to my own loneliness,
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could a flower bloom
in the dead of night?
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Three-Year Journal
347
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A train is arriving on platform 3.
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For your safety, please stand
behind the yellow line.